it has been 5 fucking long years since i have updated my lj account.
and it's almost 4 in the fucking morning.
and i already cuss so much. 5 years and my last semester in college just served me cold hard bitch-ass final project.
i really want to go back writing and get my shit-ass final project done.
well, hello there livejournal. hello myself.
i just want to put a short story/poem or whatevs.
5 fucking years
dark night. a usual dark night.
my lips on your beauty, only the darkness could describe.
this is occasional but alluring. this being cannot stop devouring the beauty within the darkness.
the usual night does not feel usual anymore. kissing the beauty of yours does not.
what makes this so wrong is that i am kissing the dark. fulfilling my lust for the dark.
and what makes this usual again is
that i met another morning like you forget what happened.
hello, unattainable. i can't wait for the darker nights.
Not in a sane thoughts. I felt like writing. And to improve myself in grammars and shits. but now i'm too tired to even look at my laptop's monitor. I have so many ideas that are itching in my brain. I wished to let it all out but i don't think it's going to be tonight. i just finished all my school hws. and GOSH i'm so freaking tired.
Better write to improve myself tomorrow. I really, really want to write but right now i can't even withstand the brightness in my room. =.=
And mosquitoes are so obnoxious tonight so, goodnight!
OH SCRATCH THAT!
I'm gonna make it three.
WITH AN EPILOGUE. HEHE.